Why love?

If you are anything like me, by now you are at this point when you are throwing your hands in the air and saying; "I'm done". At first that was scary. But now I welcome it, "When one door closes,another one opens, right? So here is to that door opening and me walking through. But first I have to prepare myself for this new journey, seems logical. What am I going to need...? Umm...lets start this another way...what am I willing to not take with me on my journey. Well:
I don't need my indoctrination. They keep me tethered to what I am leaving.
I won't be needing any loyalty to groups or affiliations that do not support my growth or my need to embark on this journey.
I won't be able to take my friends and family....they don't want this...I do.
I am also going to have to leave behind...my personal history and my need to be right.
I have to approach this with the innocents of a child. Forgive myself for all my transgressions and allow the same for others. Like in a disaster movie. Everything is nuts and nothing makes sense. Everyone is doing what he or she thinks makes the most sense to them. So no need to judge. Or be harsh. It wasn't really them...just their worst case scenario version. They had to create it to deal with the disaster. But I am choosing love. So I choose to see them in the best case scenario even if they don't want to see it themselves.
I guess the only thing I can take is....me. Let's see what comes of this.
Love has give me this ability to want and seek change. Love is and always will support life and growth. Love is something I never really thought about for me outside of things I could buy. But I mean real love...I have not given myself. I thought I was...turns out it was responsibility and obligation. I know that now,  because me wanting this fills me with joy and empowerment whereas what I thought was love, or me loving myself always left me feelings empty and wanting more. So yeah...I Choose Love. Why love, Why not? End of Day 1.