If I had to do it again....

If I had to do this life again, while still honoring my growth. I would do the following:
I would know, I was love came from it and would return to it; that It would never leave my side no matter what anything looked like.  I would not allow a temporary situation become a new low energy definition, of who I am and what I am or am supposed to be because of it. Nor will I let anyone else make that claim and just believe it without checking in with myself first.
I would look at stories earlier, and see them as just that. Especially the ones that made me doubt myself. Because your thoughts never make my reality. You just think that...and thats okay, but I wouldn't let it affect me as much.
I would dance and laugh more. Have fun. Be in love with myself.
I would know that there are some truths and some opinions and with discernment I would know the difference.
I would draw more.
I would write more.
I would sing more.
And I wouldn't care not one bit what anyone had to say about it because I am just being myself...maybe in so doing I would teach others to do the same.
I would....
I would....
Be like a child.

Reflections

Have you ever wondered why there are not any mirrors found in any vampire homes; or any such character for that matter. The answer, they refuse to look at themselves. Of course this is analogous. But what does it mean when we become unable to look at our selves. We see not our short comings, or unbalanced thinking. We see only what we want to see...that which is comfortable and pleasing and nothing more. However, that which we don't want to look at gives us the opportunity to restore ourselves; in wholeness and in truth. By simply doing health self-reflection. In truth it is the most loving thing we can do for ourselves. It is love for ourselves that prompt this desire for self correction. With out reflection we cast this into world and thereby find many to blame. Many to point the finger at when in truth. It is most effective when we do this on ourselves. When we choose to reflect on our own thoughts words deeds and actions.

As quoted in the Bible:

Matthew 7:3-5 

 “Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brother’s eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye? How can you say to your brother, ‘Let me take the speck out of your eye,’ when all the time there is a plank in your own eye?You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother’s eye."

How simple this truth is, as all truths are. 

"Be ye ever guarded by the misconceptions you have lest those misconceptions spill out into all those you see and meet". For all stories we tell about others are stories we are telling about our own selves. All is one. Reflections are available for your improvement for your adhereance to your own truth. Your own expressions of your own innate divinity within. For in the review an opportunity for balance is called forth and done so by your own desire. For your own good pleasure. What do you see? If its not what you want, course correction is a freewill choice. In so choosing- an opportunity is made and advancement in understanding is obtained. This is not a punitive, or judgmental action but one guides by and supported by love. For that you are from and from that will ye shall return.

I AM Sananda, always in service to the One...To the Light and in love I offer ye this message".